I feel right no I am suppose to date...I am suppose to attend a singles ward...I am suppose to meet a new boy every week... I am suppose to make myself available for all those eager boys to date...I am suppose to be meeting new people all the time...I am suppose to attend institute...I am suppose to enjoy large ward summer trips...I am suppose to enjoy several ward commitments throughout the week to keep me social. I am suppose to be connected to everyone and everything all the time (smart phone).
I just want to be me. I want to go to church and feel the Spirit. I just want to fulfill a calling.
So I ask myself will I be happier in a family ward or will I be avoiding all those things I am suppose to do.
